It's been a
while since I posted, so there are a lot of thoughts in my head. Bear with me?
Beggars can’t be choosers,
but I’ve given up begging.
I came across this line in another blog (vestalisnoir.blogspot.ca). She worded it so succinctly it struck chord
with me.
I’ve given up begging.
How I want to be that way.
Previously I wrote the line that “maybe when you get nothing
for so long the crumbs you get tossed seem huge”. I still feel that way. It would explain my feelings towards Casual
Guy. I was going to call him British
Guy, but I think giving him the name that was in his online ad is good for me.
A reminder. That
I was lonely and wanted someone even for a moment. That I managed to meet a
pretty awesome guy. That being with him
feels like nourishment for my starving soul.
But? It’s still a crumb.
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